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From 2007 to 2010, I suffered accidental Toxic Injury (also called Multiple Chemical Sensitivity or Environmental Illness). But, the forced time in bed has given me time to write. It has been such a blessing to work on my children's books and stories!-
Steve & Christa
I love: God, family & friends, outdoors, gardening, animals, writing, reading, photography, cooking, music, dance, bare feet, long skirts, lavender & yellow, and chocolate.
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Category Archives: Suffering/Grief
The Thing That Everyone is Probably Afraid of but No One Wants to Discuss
I will put this in first person, because this is how I used to be and sometimes still am. I used to watch people suffering deeply and wonder, “Will God ask that of me? Will He not protect me from … Continue reading
Why I Love Cemeteries
Parks are becoming more in use, so they are beginning to fill with car exhaust, grilling smoke, etc. People will probably start bringing bug spray, and in another month, there will be spraying of thistles, etc. Praise God there are … Continue reading
Poor Wayfarin’ Stranger
“Poor Wayfarin’ Stranger” lyrics (author unknown) I’m just a poor wayfarin’ stranger A-travelin’ through this world of woe. But there’s no sickness, toil, or danger In that great land to which I go. I’m goin’ there to meet my … Continue reading
Unexpected Suffering, Unexpected God
by Christa Upton If you find God leading you on a frightening journey you never expected, you might want to check out this CD: http://www.traviscottrellstore.com/found-cd-p-9.html In particular, a song on this CD called “Falling” has ministered to me time and … Continue reading
What it Feels Like to Have Severe Multiple Chemical Sensitivity
Last summer we “dry camped” with no electricity for three months. (And then with electricity for almost two months.) Yeah, it was hard. (But it sure helped my health!) Anyway, one day during that time I wrote this: Outcast. Banished. … Continue reading
B L T I and the Secret About Illness
Wanna know my new secret code? (Sounds like a new sandwich, right? 🙂 ) BLTI: Before Long Term Illness Yes, sometimes my life naturally divides into “before” and “after” getting so sick. But, it’s interesting to me that almost all … Continue reading
Most Important Lesson for Caregivers
by Christa Upton It was the day of my scheduled C-section, and I was extremely excited about the birth of our third child. I was nervous as well but expected that the worst would be over soon. The medical professionals … Continue reading
Sometimes God Calls us to Greater Action; Sometimes He Lifts the Burden
Today, we were facing “one of those times” again. Outside play is terribly difficult for us, because our youngest child cannot do 90% of the “normal” activities kids do outside. Her level of spina bifida (T-12) means that she cannot … Continue reading
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Beautiful “Easter” Song
This song sums up Easter better than I ever could: “In Christ Alone” http://www.gettymusic.com/hymns-inchristalone.aspx?fb_action_ids=141872605986196&fb_action_types=og.likes&fb_source=aggregation&fb_aggregation_id=288381481237582 I just listened to it again, and wept. God be with you this Holy Week!
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When the Bible Doesn’t “Feel” True
by Christa Upton When the Bible doesn’t “feel” true, God understands. He knows we sometimes feel like withered grass. BIG disappointment yesterday (regarding my Multiple Chemical Sensitivity and housing). But, a good friend reminded me to focus on God, knowing … Continue reading
