Category Archives: Suffering/Grief

When the Tough Times Never (Seem to) End

Psalm 13:1-2 “To the Chief Musician. A Psalm of David. “How long, O Lord?  Will You forget me forever?  How long will You hide Your face from me? “How long shall I take counsel in my soul, Having sorrow in … Continue reading

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Here’s some of that Honesty I Promised You

by Christa Upton In my very first blog post http://www.blackhillspicturebooks.com/2012/11/11/welcome-to-my-new-blog/ , I told you I was going to be honest.  Actually, I am always honest to the best of my ability, but now I will share some “painful” honesty. I wrote … Continue reading

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11 Excellent Things God has Brought out of my MCS

I’m back (I think)!  I may have to quit blogging again when we actually move, but in the meantime, I have too much to say.  🙂   (Yes, I’m one of those bloggers who will never run out of things … Continue reading

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Poem about Cinnamon

Almost 19 years ago, A Cute Kitten Surprise— Our first “baby.”   Chasing strings, playing with stuffed Mousie, Snuggling, purring.   Drinking out of the dripping sink, Poking a paw through the knothole next to the stairway.   Getting used … Continue reading

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Please Bear with Me

by Christa Upton I recently read online about a woman’s severe Multiple Chemical Sensitivity (MCS).  My MCS is so much more severe than hers that I’m in a different category. So what do I have—maybe “extremely severe MCS”?? I guess … Continue reading

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Where is Summer when you Need It?

by Christa Upton Ah—summer!  Lush green plants, warm sun, wildflowers, cicadas buzzing…. The older I get, the more amazed I am at how during the deepest winter, summer seems impossible. I would have thought I’d have outgrown this by now, … Continue reading

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55 Moves in 2.7 Years

Since acquiring severe Multiple Chemical Sensitivity, I have slept in our car four nights, on our driveway for a couple weeks, in a tent, on piles of quilts on decks, and in a camper with tracked-in snow and ice literally … Continue reading

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Guest Post–Surviving the Holidays

Guest Post by Janine Ridings       http://aromaofchrist.com/ I cry aloud to the Lord; I lift up my voice to the Lord for mercy. I pour out my complaint before him; before him I tell my trouble  (Psalm 142:1-2). Many of us … Continue reading

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Why?

by Christa Upton For Nathan’s first Christmas program, I enjoyed singing in the choir, directing the dance team and dancing with them, and directing the choir for one song (Steve’s solo).  Nathan (at 3 years old!) sang in the children’s … Continue reading

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Homeless, the Third Time

by Christa Upton Today I will share more of our “story”…. To recap a bit, my mysterious homeless-causing illness came about largely due to hidden mold in our house. Upon leaving our moldy house, my energy rose a little and … Continue reading

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